I hope you make it. You sound very positive and enthusiastic.
A computer program is written in an english-based language (C, C++, Visual Basic, etc) that uses specific words and "grammar" that a compiler understands.
The program is a set of instructions that tell the computer step-by-step what to do in a highly logical manner.
A compiler takes this english "source code" and converts it into something the CPU can understand - a string of 1's and 0's that combine to make instructions for the CPU to carry out.
If you want to learn a language, start with something simple such as BASIC. "BASIC" stands for " Beginners All-purpose Symbolic Instruction Code."
You can also learn C (or C+ or C-sharp C#), but it might not be as easy to learn as BASIC.
Ultimately, every program you run on your PC is compiled into these 1's and 0's (machine language or ML for short).
Originally, people would enter the pnemonic names that represent what the 1's and 0's do. This is called Assembly Language (AL), with such commands as MVI or LDI or CPA etc which tell the CPU to move a value or load a value or compare two values, etc.
We've come a long way since AL, but every program written in one of the modern languages (BASIC, Python, etc) are all ultimately converted into ML that the CPU can understand.
You don't have to worry about AL or ML, but when you go learn a modern programming language, you DO need to be concerned with more than just the language. You need to learn the logic behind programming, regardless of the language.
For instance, you might learn how to loop through a group of instructions (there are several ways to loop through a sequence of commands); but that doesn't teach you WHEN to use a loop, or which one to use. It doesn't teach you the logic of how to sort a list of names along with their addresses, for instance, or how to search for a particular name/address combination once you have sorted the list.
So there is more to programming than just the language you use, and once you learn the logic behind programming, you can apply that logic to ANY language.
This is a VERY brief introduction to the world of programming, and I hope it helps even a little.
Good luck, and "happy programming" :-)